I don't know what he or she is, but i know what it's not…

I've been searching for some answers
without living today
we're burning in the wind
with eyes wide open
these words cannot be so loud
to blind me from the truth
and there's no point in becoming someone i'm not

But i was
involved by
this magical
taste of decay
blaming without reason
looking for answers
in redemption
resting place of my...

(madness) taking my (hope) turning to
(pain) for seeing so many (lies) in these words
(pray) not to fall into (deception) to understand my
(darkness) to rise my (light) and sleep more soundly
(illusion) to cloud my mind (brainwash) to make me sane
(money) is what they ask (greed) is what i found
(but) all the time (i) know that
(freedom) is the only thing (worth) dying for

All i see is not what i need
this self destruction dance
if you can show me where i'll find
all the peace i'm searching for
i will be forever yours

I cannot feel alive
if i don't test my limits
would you break my brakes
before they seal my fate?
i don't need to fall
to make them hold me tight
god and the devil make
this perfect equilibrium
would i be the same
if i knew the day i'll die?

Through his eyes i saw my faith falling
heard some words no one could tell me
forgiveness for keeping silence
that "young woman" turned to "virgin"
actions were worth so much more than words
that's why he did not write anything
see me now, hear me now

What
i need to find
or believe in
in time i'll be told
i saw
over the state
now i search it all
with lucidity

All i see is not what i need
this self destruction dance
if you can show me where i'll find
all the peace i'm searching for
i will be forever yours