There are nights when it is hard to fall asleep,

The only way to block my thoughts

Is the thought of popping down pills

Or being beaten onto ground

You want to tear every hair off your head

Punch holes into every fucking wall,

Until you crush every bone in each of your hands

To the point where it's hard to stand, or hard to breathe, screaming

Fuck you until the blood from your throat splatters on the wall

I don't think I'll let it go this time

You left me hanging to dry,

I don't care if it's a sad goodbye

When I leave a place inside my head,

I like to know I'm leaving it and why.