The silence is still ringing in my head,
stuck on repeat.
Not much longer I'll be dead so just forget me.
I'm losing my mind and I don't think you
could save me this time.

And it goes
on and on,
and I just feel helpless.
How long will this take to wear out.
On and on,
when will I get through this.
Welcome to my own down and out.

I'm crawling deeper in this hole, to disaster.
I'm gripping what I thought control was
falling faster.
I'm losing my mind and I don't think you
could save me this time.

And it goes
on and on,
and I just feel helpless.
How long will this take to wear out.
On and on,
when will I get through this.
Welcome to my own down and out.

I'm wearing thin,
I can't stop these walls they keep caving in.
It's gone too far,
where is my mind,
why can't I stop fear this paranoia.
It's never ending story
and starts with me.
It's never ending story
and starts with me.

And it goes
on and on,
and I just feel helpless.
How long will this take to wear out.
On and on,
when will I get through this.
Welcome to my own down and out.
It's never ending.
I'm falling further.
Welcome to my own down and out