I don't know how else to put this
It's taking me so long to do this
I'm falling asleep and I can't see straight

My muscles feel like I may lay
Body is curled in an U shape
I put up my best, but I'm still afraid

Propped up by lies and promises
Saving my place as life forgets
Maybe its time I saw the world

I'm only here for a while
patience its not my style
and I'm so tired that I gotta go

What am I supposed to want now
what am I supposed to do?
Did you really think I wouldn't see this through?

Tell me I should stick around for you
Tell me I could have it all
And still I'm too tired to care and I gotta go


I get to go home in one week
But I'm leaving home in three weeks
They throw me a bone just to pick me dry

I'm following soothing directions
I crawled up inside for protection
I'm told what to do and I don't know why

I'm over-existing in limbo
I'm over the myths and placebos
I don't really mind if I just fade away

I'm ready to live with my family
I'm ready to die in obscurity
'cause I'm so tired that I gotta go

What am I supposed to want now?
what am I supposed to do?
You still don't think I'm gonna see this through

Tell me I am part of history
Tell me I can have it all
And still I'm too tired to care and I gotta go