In the hills out side Austin

I came up with something awesome

On the back porch of my friends apartment

A hang over

Reminds that youve done something dumb

Youre just the same as everyone

Regardless of what theyd have you believe



Sitting Behind these old sunglasses

I love to feel above the masses

But the clock reminds that time always passes

Im not so big

That I can hold back her moving hands

Ive still at my high school dance

Watching With my back against the wall



how soon its gone

Gone



Fear has kept me from so much love

And dreams that i once dreamed of

But now its gone



Ive found those years when friends start leaving

And Im starting to feel my feelings

And accepted that there may be no reason

To my rhymes

And it happens every time

I get a call in the middle of the night

From back home reminding me that im not



They say with age wisdom follows

But they never let you know about the pain and hallow

Space it creates fallout of a lesson Learned

the hard way

but thats just how Ive gotten through

yeah mom I one day Ill agree with you

but for now Im on my own



Im gone



Fear brought me where I now stand

Thought Id get out become a man

Thats what it took to remind the boy

hes never