I was 3 when my old man left in the wind
Pushed me in the ocean turned around and said swim
That's what I did even though I was scared
I kept kicking' cause a person only floats when he's dead
If I had one wish it, wouldn't be wealth
It would be that if we could only love our selves
Cause everyday is like kill a million dreams
And it seems like everybody on different teams
I don't mean to get deep I'm just speakin the truth
We in a the 2 bedroom trailer with a leak in the roof
I ate potatoes every way u could ever make em
When your hungry got to use your imagination
My mom did her best she would hug and kiss me
Even though we had more fucking mice then Disney
I still had some polos and plenty of draws
While she was livin life with the same 2 bras
The lightning strikes like like Garth safe under rows
Life is cold like an Eskimo in summer clothes
I suffered softly but never let nothing stop me
And I miss my little girl like somebody shot me
I was 3 when my old man left in the wind
Pushed me in the ocean turned around and said swim
That's what I did even though I was scared
I kept kicking' cause a person only floats when he's dead
I be prison made cross fuck diamonds and jewels
Still flier than Jordan when he was runnin with bulls
Some many shots been missed
So many cops was pissed
So many songs I have writtin in the past on this
Is a lot of imposters tryin to tell you the same
But how the fuck can I explain
No one knows my pain
From the cord on my nable
I was a g from the cradle
I don't snort because they said that bitch caine killed abel
I'm not sure u understand it
But I must express this
Santa clause is on heroin but there ain't no presents
And mom all this shit makes my eyes so watery
Now I understand why u try to win the lottery
We gone make it I promise
Don't let the memories haunt us
I remember we was at the bus stop in pajamas
Tryin to run from that brought so many tears
Bad luck like we must have broke a thousand mirrors
I was 3 when my old man left in the wind
Pushed me in the ocean turned around and said swim
That's what I did even though I was scared
I kept kicking' cause a person only floats when he's dead
I was 3 when my old man left in the wind
Pushed me in the ocean turned around and said swim
That's what I did even though I was scared
I kept kicking' cause a person only floats when he's dead
