Once there was a time, Once there was a time, Certa vez houve um tempo em que a conquista sobre a dor era tudo tudo que eu poderia esperar, tinha sido meu único objetivo. Felicidade ou alegria, meramente palavras sem significado, não eram desejadas de nenhuma forma e certamente fora de lugar. Tudo o que eu queria era que as vozes fossem silenciadas por um breve momento na escuridão, na solidão e no frio. Como eu desejei que minha mente pudesse escapar deste calabouço que voava silenciosamente pelo espaço enquanto eu estava preso e acorrentado por dentro. When the conquest of When the conquest of Hoje minha visão - estranhamente desenvolvida - está além de comparação, mas nada se tornou mais fácil, ainda continuo lutando para ser livre. Milhões de coisas diferentes ousam aparecer diante meus olhos agora, elas vem e vão intocadas, porque eu ainda não consigo ver. Pain was all that i Pain was all that i Na verdadeira escuridão não há outra escolha senão descobrir a inutilidade dos olhos, dando vida ao próprio desespero. Aqui, os olhos nada podem senão decair e se eu falhar e me identificar com eles, então seu destino eu partilharei... Could hope for, had Could hope for, had Você está comigo o tempo todo - o tempo todo. Tão irracional tem sido meu medo. Como eu pude acreditar que poderia estar perdendo você quando para sempre estamos conectados e você é parte de mim. Esta sua onipresença que define a forma pela qual eu existo. Forçadamente me guiando de volta ao lugar que eu pertenço. Abrindo meus olhos para que eu veja a verdadeira essência do meu ser, dissolvendo assim as distrações do mundo exterior. Na solidão da dor, você é o isolamento da minha alma garantindo manter a única coisa que eu sei, minha natural e óbvia diferença. Been my only aim. Been my only aim. Amado velho amigo e companhia de toda uma vida, sem você ao nada eu iria cair. Seu poder me invade e me derruba, mas ao mesmo tempo eu sei que a força nasce em minha alma. Happiness or joy merely Happiness or joy merely Em um Universo de mudanças e movimento constante, eu estou contando com você sabendo que você perdurará. Sendo minha escuridão e base da esplendorosa fonte de luz como ao fértil passado. Sua transformadora fonte de compreensão, você é a força que me empurra para baixo. Unwords without meaning, Unwords without meaning, Quando a luz me procura para levar-me , você me prende seguramente ao châo. Frio do meu inverno, eterna esfera de Saturno, petrificado e congelado em uma lógica fria como o gelo. Eu ando pelo mundo olhando com surpresa para as pessoas, sem ser capaz de partilhar seus estranhos prazeres. They were unwanted They were unwanted Amado velho amigo, que traz a tristeza, uma sombra que parece tão real, você desliza em meu interior, meus sentimentos tão ambivalentes quando minhas feridas se recusam a cicatrizar... Anyway as surely out of place. Anyway as surely out of place. All i wanted was the All i wanted was the Voices to be silent Voices to be silent A brief moment in the A brief moment in the Dark, in loneliness and chill. Dark, in loneliness and chill. How i wished my mind How i wished my mind Could escape the camat dungeon Could escape the camat dungeon That was flying silently That was flying silently Through space while Through space while I lay caged and chained within. I lay caged and chained within. Today my view - strangely Today my view - strangely Increased - it is beyond compare, Increased - it is beyond compare, But nothing became easier, But nothing became easier, I'm still struggling to be free. I'm still struggling to be free. A thousand different things A thousand different things Dare to appear before my eyes Dare to appear before my eyes Now, they come and leave Now, they come and leave Untouched, because still i cannot see. Untouched, because still i cannot see. In true darkness there's In true darkness there's No choice than do discover No choice than do discover The uselessness of eyes, The uselessness of eyes, Giving birth from their own despair. Giving birth from their own despair. Here eyes can nothing but Here eyes can nothing but Decay and if i fail and do Decay and if i fail and do Identify myself with them Identify myself with them Then their destiny i'll share... Then their destiny i'll share... You are with me all the time - all You are with me all the time - all The time. so very unreasonable The time. so very unreasonable Had been my fear. how could Had been my fear. how could I ever believe that i might I ever believe that i might Be losing you when forever Be losing you when forever We're connected and you We're connected and you Are part of me. it's your Are part of me. it's your Omnipresence that defines Omnipresence that defines The way in which i do The way in which i do Exist, forcefully leading Exist, forcefully leading Me back to where i do belong. Me back to where i do belong. Opening my eyes to see Opening my eyes to see The true essence of my The true essence of my Being, by dissolving Being, by dissolving The distractions of the The distractions of the Outer world. in the loneliness Outer world. in the loneliness Of the pain you bring the Of the pain you bring the Isolation of my soul guarantees Isolation of my soul guarantees The maintenance of the only The maintenance of the only Thing that i know, my Thing that i know, my Natural and obvious differency. Natural and obvious differency. Beloved old friend and life-time Beloved old friend and life-time Companion without you to Companion without you to Nothing i would fall. your Nothing i would fall. your Power pervades me and lies Power pervades me and lies Me low, but as the same time Me low, but as the same time A new strenght is born in A new strenght is born in My soul. My soul. In a universe of change In a universe of change And continuous movement And continuous movement I am counting on you I am counting on you Since i know you shall last. Since i know you shall last. Being my darkness and Being my darkness and The basis of splendor The basis of splendor Light-giving background Light-giving background As most fertile past. you As most fertile past. you Trance-formation source Trance-formation source Of understanding you are Of understanding you are The power that is pulling The power that is pulling Me down. whenever Me down. whenever Lightness seeks to carry Lightness seeks to carry Me away you connect Me away you connect Me safely to the ground. Me safely to the ground. You chill of my winter, You chill of my winter, Eternal saturn-sphere, Eternal saturn-sphere, Petrified and frozen Petrified and frozen With a logic cold as ice With a logic cold as ice I walk through the I walk through the World look in surprise World look in surprise At the living without At the living without Being able to share Being able to share Their strange delights. Their strange delights. Beloved old friend, and Beloved old friend, and Bringer of sadness, Bringer of sadness, Shadow-like cloak almost Shadow-like cloak almost Matters so real, you slip Matters so real, you slip Right through me like Right through me like I was merely membrane, I was merely membrane, My feelings so ambivalent My feelings so ambivalent When my wounds refuse to heal... When my wounds refuse to heal...