I lose my mind every time
I'm even around you
I'm defenseless helpless selfless
I hate the need I feel without you
it's a sickness worthless emptyness

.I hate the way I feel
.around you
.I hate the way you make me feel

I know
you know
and you use it against me
manipulate subjicate humiliate
I hate the fear
the need for acceptance
as you fuck with my mind

so come inside
and sit right down
keep me alive
make me drown

.i hate the way I feel around you
.I hate the way you make me feel
(I'm worthless inside, I need you tonight)
.I hate the way I feel around you
.I hate the way you m ake feel
(I'm open up wide, will I be denied?)

you treat you treat me like a thing
hate you make you everything
this is all that I can bring
take me take your offering
this oh this is what I need
watch you plant the seed of greed
if this is it I fucking swear
with my last breath I'll see you bleed.