Headfirst into holidays, a bitter tasteOf who I've been this yearI'm not proud of my prideI fell short every timeI keep trying to be half the man my father wasBut all I feel is fearI want to be rememberedFor something that inspiresI can’t shake feeling like I’d fix it all if ICould write that perfect songIn the key that your heart playsMinor chords in major phraseBut I’m not sure if I really think that I deserveThe love I found inside'Cause god damn I still miss youBut god damn I don’t want toSo just take your hands and bury them inside of my armsCome fall apartSo just take your hands and bury them inside of my armsCome fall apartCame down from the cloud that I’ve been sitting onTo finally feel the rainI called home to my familyI found warmth, found stabilityMaybe we’re just all a little tired andTrying to feel okayWith the world on our shouldersEach year getting olderSo just take your hands and bury them inside of my armsCome fall apartSo just take your hands and bury them inside of my armsCome fall apart(Headfirst into holidays, a bitter taste)So just take your hands and bury them inside of my armsCome fall apartSo just take your hands and bury them inside of my armsCome fall apart (Come fall apart)