i am nothing i feel nothing that's why i hurt you
my hearts blacker than black now
that's why i hurt you
you deserve so much better that's why i hurt you
i hate myself that's why i hurt you
i am starting to feel sick it's hard for me to breathe
i wish that i could laugh so please help me conceive
all that's happened is too hard to believe
so much confusion please help me breathe
i am here to cause pain that's why i hurt you
i feed off of my own that's why i hurt
i am a selfish fuck that's why i hurt you
i had to go away that's why i hurt
my chest has caved in salt's burning my eyes
curled up in a fetal position i despise
this moment i despise