Let me guide you through the story of a boy and his crush
Tiny diamond in a stroller with his first step chasing hers
If he had a cup it's half way filled
Looking forward to the day he pays that drinking bill
There's no peace, there's no quiet on this earth
He can find it there so tightly in that womb beneath the dirt
Hurt no more when he turned 24
He wrote a note and nailed to God's front door that said
I want death
Death for my birthday
I want death
Death in the worst way
I want death
Death for my birthday
Don't get me wrong cause
I love life
But life has a boyfriend
Bless my soul
I'm out to destroy them
I want death
Death for my birthday
For my birthday
From the high pain drop and the love of his life
He rode a roller coaster ride of lust on their wedding night
They made a baby in unmentionable ways
He was ungrateful as a man could be on that blessed day
And underneath he thought this is all a phase
Just a grip in the existence of the structure vast and great
Pray each night to his cross of a charm
But the one thing he couldn't afford just to buy the farm
I want death
Death for my birthday
I want death
Death in the worst way
I want death
Death for my birthday
Don't get me wrong cause
I love life
But life has a boyfriend
Bless my soul
I'm out to destroy them
I want death
Death for my birthday
For my birthday
Never lose another friend again
Watch them start a war that's fought for ideals that are dead
I'll never have an argument again
Because my best will be your salt
My plan will hydrate you off
My heart will be your meal
And I won't bribe the cycle of the way it kills to think and feel
No more
I want death
Death for my birthday
I want death
Death in the worst way
I want death
Death for my birthday
Don't get me wrong cause
I love life
But life has a boyfriend
Bless my soul
I'm out to destroy them
I want death
Death for my birthday
For my birthday
One sweet day his heart seized to be
He fell so fast beneath all our feet
Through bugs and snakes
Last words he had to say were
Help me climb my way to the surface
Oh sweet lord you know I deserve this
Just one more birthday