In his childhood memories In his childhood memories Em suas memórias da infância a belt and bruises a belt and bruises um cinto e machucados he thought he could forget he thought he could forget Pensou que poderia se esquecer the times he had abused him the times he had abused him As vezes em que ele abusou promises made to himself promises made to himself As promessas feitas a ele mesmo that he would never hit that he would never hit Que nunca mais bateria anybody else anybody else Em qualquer um all that he wanted was all that he wanted was Tudo que quis era love from he who brought them up but love from he who brought them up but Amor dele que as levantasse he just could not understand he just could not understand Apenas não poderia compreender He brought his friends home just to He brought his friends home just to Trouxe seus amigos para casa apenas para make sure he was not alone cuz make sure he was not alone cuz Se certificar que não estava sozinho dad was a violent man dad was a violent man O pai era um homem violento every night he goes to sleep every night he goes to sleep Cada noite que vai dormir but he's not lonely but he's not lonely Mas ele não é só he's got a wife and kids he's got a wife and kids Tem uma esposa e filhos and a promise that he can't keep and a promise that he can't keep E uma promessa que não pode se manter past memories he can't forget past memories he can't forget Memórias passadas que ele não pode esquecer the dad he had become the dad he had become O que o pai tinha se tornado was a dad that made his children sad was a dad that made his children sad Era um pai que fazia suas crianças tristes all that they wanted was all that they wanted was Tudo que quis era love from he who brought them up but love from he who brought them up but Amor dele que as levantasse he just could not understand he just could not understand Apenas não poderia compreender they brought their friends home just to they brought their friends home just to Trouxe seus amigos para casa apenas para make sure he was not alone cuz make sure he was not alone cuz Se certificar que não estava sozinho dad was a violent man dad was a violent man O pai era um homem violento beaten up he beats his son beaten up he beats his son Batido no seu filho when something turn out wrong when something turn out wrong Quando algo da errado he screams so hard he blows a lung he screams so hard he blows a lung Grita tão duramente que funde o pulmão past memories he can't forget past memories he can't forget Memórias passadas que ele não pode esquecer the promise he had made the promise he had made A promessa que tinha feito it just turned out to be a lie it just turned out to be a lie Girou apenas para fora para ser uma mentira that's not what you deserve... that's not what you deserve... Que não é o que você merece...