I will be so happy,
you won't see tears from me.
A whole new face,
I've found my place.

And you wont be anywhere near me,
this smile I've fixed upon my face
may not seem sincere.
But you'll see
I put it on every time you're near.

I wont let you know that I still cry over you.
I wont let you know that you've ripped me right in two.
Because I hate you too much to let you know that
I ever really cared... And ill pretend that I'm happy.

I will be happy.
eight years old - thats how I feel.
I'm so mad that you werent real.
It seems so long ago,
but i still feel the pain.
I was hoping all these thoughts would wash off in the rain.

I wont let you know that I still cry over you.
I wont let you know that you've ripped me right in two.
Because I hate you too much to let you know that
I ever really cared... And I'll pretend that im happy.

I will be happy,
I want to be happy,
I will be happy,
I will be...