I don't even know myself at all
I thought I would be happy by now
The more I try to push it, I realize
Gotta let go of control
Gotta let it happen
Gotta let it happen
Gotta let it happen
So let it happen
It's just a spark
But it's enough to keep me going
And when it's dark out
No one's around, it keeps glowing
Every night I try my best to dream
Tomorrow makes it better
And I wake up to the cold reality
Not a thing has changed
But it will happen
Gotta let it happen
Gotta let it happen
Gotta let it happen
It's just a spark
But it's enough to keep me going
And when it's dark out
No one's around, it keeps glowing
It's just a spark
But it's enough to keep me going
And when it's dark out
No one's around, it keeps glowing
And the salt in my wounds
Isn't burning anymore than it used to
It's not that I don't feel the pain
It's just I'm not afraid of hurting anymore
And the blood in these veins
Isn't pumping any less than it ever has
And that's the hope I have
The only thing I know is keeping me alive, alive
Gotta let it happen
Gotta let it happen
Gotta let it happen
Gotta let it happen
Gotta let it happen
Gotta let it happen
Gotta let it happen
Gotta let it happen
It's just a spark
But it's enough to keep me going
(So if I let go of control now I can be strong)
And when it's dark out
No one's around, it keeps glowing
It's just a spark
But it's enough to keep me going
(So if I keep my eyes closed with the body whole)
And when it's dark out
No one's around, it keeps glowing