Why do I feel so disconnected?

Mirror on the wall, tell me do you see it all?
Can you see why I'm so disconnected from it all?
Don't say that you feel the pain
What I see isn't what I know in my brain
Everything that I hate (We're not the same)

I'm not what I used to be
Reminiscent ways, reminiscent pain
Is that what you want from me?
'Cause I'm not the same, no I'm not the same

Never felt such a gap between what I love and what I need
Feel so far from the one I see
No, I refuse to believe the man in the mirror

I refuse to believe
I refuse to believe

I'm not what I used to be
Reminiscent ways, reminiscent pain
Is that what you want from me?
'Cause I'm not the same, no I'm not the same

I'm not what I used to be
Reminiscent ways, reminiscent pain
Is that what you want from me?
'Cause I'm not the same, no I'm not the same

I feel, I feel, I feel so far away
I feel, I feel, I feel so far away

I've been cast out and led away, leave it all, forget my name
I left it all in the glass and pain
I've been cast out and led away, leave it all, forget my name
Roaming and knowing the price I pay

(I'm not what I used to be)

I'm not what I used to be
Reminiscent ways, reminiscent pain
Is that what you want from me?
'Cause I'm not the same, no I'm not the same