Now I am on my own
I'll live this life alone
My father, dad's just gone
He's better there, we know
He used to hold my hand
Trying to find my eyes
Then he could understand
That I was just a lie

But I ....
The day he'll meet them ...

All that I want to know
is if there's any bright
reflecting all the hate
that I couldn't hide

But I ....
The day he'll meet them ...

Before I let him go
He stood staring my eyes
So I made his head blow
I cried but I don't know why

But I ....
He can't even say that ...