Awake, I opened my eyes to
See a hospital, so white and
Clean

I was walking up to the
Roof, I think. I can’t
Recall at all a single thing

Held a hand for me, you
Were there, I know. But
Couldn’t reach for me

That would fall down all
The time. But stand and
Reach my hand, you'll see
Have you tried crossing
Over yet?

I wanna die, wanna die
But don’t really wanna die
You were there, you
Would care

Making me aware. Every
Scar, all the blood. More
And more, they’re never done
Not enough, not
Enough

I wanna die, wanna die
But don’t really wanna
Die. If I died, you would
Cry and I don’t know why

Every scar, all the blood
More and more, they’re
Never done. Not enough
Not enough

When I forget you I’m all
Alone without a place to
Go, but then play a mirror
Like a show, the past I
Use to know a dream

Till I see every part of me
Eyes are red following. And
I wanna live, wanna live
Deep inside I’ve always been
Reaching out for a hand, so
Don’t let this be the end

Mushrooms growing on
My head, still remember
Even then, where you are
When I’m dead

Ah wanna die, wanna die
But don’t really wanna die
You were there, you would
Care. You know it really isn’t
Fair! Every time I forgot
You remain inside my
Thoughts. Not enough, not
Enough

Ah wanna die, wanna die
Wanna die! But I still
Couldn’t die with you by my
Side! Behind the days I
Spent alone, afraid. Now
You’re here to stay

And the scars never fade
Memories that replay
Rewind, yet again to the
Pain we felt on that day