When I see you I can't find the words to speak, my cheeks go as red as two big cherries, I try to look beautiful for you, stuffing my dress up with tissues hoping you'll notice but it's obvious and I get so embarrassed, I'm so smitten with you and everyone knows it, when you're not around I clutch my chest and say I'll look you in the eyes and not be so God damn shy but I am, I can't find the words to speak

But in my dreams I walk up to you and say "do you want a get a milkshake after the show?" you say "sure" but first I take you to a bathroom stall, give you a quick handjob and then we go, walk across the street in the snow to the restaurant, squeeze beside each other in the seat, share the same straw, leave my lipstick on the cup and lick the foam off with my tongue, flirting with the waiter when he comes, twirling my hair and batting my eye lashes like a hollywood starlet winking at the cameras and when we go I wear your coat around my shoulders and you hold my hand, you walk me home, I take you in, peel off my dress, throw you on the bed and do everything I imagined I did when I masturbated and thought about you