When I wanna be respected
I must follow myself
'cause I can't always watch others
Being praised

In those days you nagged me
Now you try to hide
Your role models who are
As i was like

I'm very altruistic
So I waste my years
And I don't know what kind of person
I would be

If you wouldn't have
Indoctrinated me
To be like you
But now I'm smoking weed

I don't want you anymore
And I don't need you anymore
I don't like you anymore
And I don't hate you anymore

I am deeply relaxed
I am deeply relaxed
In this moment of pain
I am deeply relaxed
Oh yeah
I am deeply relaxed

I was born with a pure soul
There were storm and rain
The urge to be myself
Just caused me pain

You suppressed the thought
Of liking me
I know that you admired me
Secretly

Never got appreciation
That's the way it was
'cause I could not acquire
Self-confidence

I dont like it
When they talk to me like that
And when they look into my eyes
It makes me mad

I don't want them anymore
And I don't need them anymore
I don't like them anymore
And I don't hate them anymore

I am deeply relaxed
I am deeply relaxed
In this moment of pain
I am deeply relaxed
Oh yeah
I am deeply relaxed

I'm sometimes crying
Because i'm trying
To make it better
It doesn't matter
I'm sometimes crying
Because I'm trying
To make it better
It doesn't matter
To them

I am deeply relaxed
I am deeply relaxed
In this moment of pain
I am deeply relaxed
Oh yeah
I am deeply relaxed