I'm not harmonic
I can't reach self-esteem
That's quite ironic
Coz I thought I'd be living my dream
I don't feel supersonic
I don't drive in the lane of whipped cream
I'm more like a chronic ignorantly swimming upstream

what can I do to be happy?
I have problems to decide
When it looks to me the grass is greener
On the other side

How do I live for the moment when I always wanna be elsewhere?
How do I reach a fullfilment when i'm crashed and got repairs?
Why is my only amusement giving other people my despair?
why do I give jealous judgement on another's affair?
I wanna get satisfaction just like the Stones and manu Chao
Gotta ignore all rejectiong
I wanna be close to the action
I wanna live my life now
For this correction I need direction gotta find it within myself
somehow

So maybe one day I'll be happy
But until then I have to realize
That the grass is not always greener
It's only up to me to recognize
That the grass is not always greener
Coz the grass will never be greener
On the other side