I don't even know if he still thinks of me
Once he got on board that unforgiving train
I imagine that he whiled away the time
Through the cold Grey morning and the city rain
Thinking of somebody else who'll run to him
Who'll ask him "Did you miss me maybe now and then?"
Laughing he'll say "Well I met this funny girl,
But just a summer thing I won't see her again"
Oh God I hope I'm wrong
But I'm not feeling very strong
I've been so up and down so sad
So happy feeling good and bad
I'm young I'm old I laugh I cry
I tell the truth but that's a lie
I've been so in and out so wild
so well behaved so pure defiled
It's only to demand
That's why I hate to say
The night I'd
The night I'd
And no I wasn't crazy to do what we did
I even wish I'd been a bit more crazy still
And kept a little more of him to see me through
He loved me all he could I never had my fill
And then I'm back inside my room he knows so well
I feel again the way he moved I take it slow
I talk to him and he becomes a part of me
And then I know he'll never let the summer go
Oh God I hope I'm right
I won't give in without a fight
And I can take the words they throw
At me for none of them could know
That we had something very few
Will ever find their whole life through
I wouldn't change a single day
Although the price I have to pay
Is all this loneliness
An emptiness that's breaking me apart
It tears me up it pulls me down and then
It wraps around my heart
It's only truth that makes us see
Does he remember all he said to me
I've been so up and down so sad
So happy feeling good and bad
I'm young I'm old I laugh I cry
I tell the truth but that's a lie
I've been so in and out so wild
So well behaved so pure defiled
But oh this loneliness
Does he remember all he said to me
But I can take the words they know
That we had something very few
We'll ever find their whole life through
I wouldn't change a single day
Although the price I have to pay
Is all this loneliness…