You want me to see my life through your eyes
Belittle deprave me to make you feel high
It's the only drug that's enough for you to justify

Your actions intentions so malicious
So obvious your jabs are jealous
You want an apology for what you want from me
You worthless whore..

You want it so bad
So you try to stab me in the back

This is not my time for me to die
There's not a cross to tall nor wide
This is not a sacrifice for me to give to you
To make us truly happy now

I hope that you know that things are fine now
I'm doing great now that your not around
What a mistake I made to let you into my heart
I trusted you

I'm like a wine with time gets better
Your like a fruit
Rotten and weathered
Your bitterness will suck the life right out of you
I pray for you

You want it so bad
So you try to stab me in the back

This is not my time for me to die
There's not a cross to tall nor wide
This is not a sacrifice for me to give to you
To make us truly happy now

Cuz nothing in this world is worth a second of my time
They try to fool you feel you fill you fuck you up inside
A new messiah is born pornographic suicide
Hooked up to the respirator I digress
America, fuck you

This is not my time for me to die
There's not a cross to tall nor wide
This is not my time for me to die
There's not a cross to tall nor wide
This is not a sacrifice for me to give to you
To make us truly happy now