Down in the muddy banks of my heart
behind fear, uncertainty
and all the feelings that stood before me
there is a hidden shell and on the perl inside
your name is engraved
but i am an illiterate

Can't read what is written so big
can't see what is in front of me
can't hear what is screamed out loud
can't understand what I feel inside

The fog around me cleans up now i can see you
as you are walking straight ahead to me
try to speak but the words don't come
hate myself, hate you, hate the world
but still have not realized what i really want

What I really want is you