Uh Uh E se eu fosse gay (feat. Joyner Lucas) What if I told you that I was different? What if I told you that I was different? What if I told you that’s something's missin'? What if I told you that’s something's missin'? And what if I told you we're not alike And what if I told you we're not alike And the way that I'm feel inside is different than what you picture And the way that I'm feel inside is different than what you picture What if I told you I feel divided? What if I told you I feel divided? Keep to myself and I'm awfully quiet Keep to myself and I'm awfully quiet And what if I told you I been conflicted by my own thoughts And what if I told you I been conflicted by my own thoughts Trapped in the dark, and I tried to hide it Trapped in the dark, and I tried to hide it No, I'm not a slave to no fuckin' fairy tale No, I'm not a slave to no fuckin' fairy tale I bet you think that you know me very well I bet you think that you know me very well Make no mistake, this is not a cry for help Make no mistake, this is not a cry for help 'Cause I don't owe no one no explanation on how I feel 'Cause I don't owe no one no explanation on how I feel But on the real, what if I told you that I was brave? But on the real, what if I told you that I was brave? I grew up different than I was raised I grew up different than I was raised But still, what if I told you I'm out of place? Wait But still, what if I told you I'm out of place? Wait What if I told you that I was gay? What if I told you that I was gay? Duh nuh, duh nuh nuh duh Duh nuh, duh nuh nuh duh Duh nuh, duh nuh nuh duh Duh nuh, duh nuh nuh duh Duh nuh, duh nuh nuh duh Duh nuh, duh nuh nuh duh Duh nuh Duh nuh Duh nuh, duh nuh nuh duh Duh nuh, duh nuh nuh duh Duh nuh, duh nuh nuh duh Duh nuh, duh nuh nuh duh Duh nuh, duh nuh nuh duh Duh nuh, duh nuh nuh duh Duh nuh Duh nuh Yeah Yeah What if I told you I'm not alright? What if I told you I'm not alright? I mean, I don't feel dead, but I'm not alive I mean, I don't feel dead, but I'm not alive And what if I told you: I'm not like you And what if I told you: I'm not like you And the shit that I'm goin' through, it'll prolly make you cry And the shit that I'm goin' through, it'll prolly make you cry And what if I told you: I'm not this And what if I told you: I'm not this And the person you think you know don't exist And the person you think you know don't exist Look, I'm not who you know, I'm not who you wish Look, I'm not who you know, I'm not who you wish I'm not who you want me to be, what you want from me isn't this I'm not who you want me to be, what you want from me isn't this I grew up in church where I couldn't be myself I grew up in church where I couldn't be myself I felt like a prisoner, couldn't leave my cell I felt like a prisoner, couldn't leave my cell They told me: God don't like ugly, — and this an ugly world They told me: God don't like ugly, — and this an ugly world And if I ever seen things different, I would burn in hell And if I ever seen things different, I would burn in hell And on the real, this is not new, this is not a phase And on the real, this is not new, this is not a phase I grew up different than I was raised I grew up different than I was raised But still, what if I told you I'm out of place? Wait But still, what if I told you I'm out of place? Wait What if I told you that I was gay? What if I told you that I was gay? Duh nuh, duh nuh nuh duh Duh nuh, duh nuh nuh duh Duh nuh, duh nuh nuh duh Duh nuh, duh nuh nuh duh Duh nuh, duh nuh nuh duh Duh nuh, duh nuh nuh duh Duh nuh Duh nuh Duh nuh, duh nuh nuh duh Duh nuh, duh nuh nuh duh Duh nuh, duh nuh nuh duh Duh nuh, duh nuh nuh duh Duh nuh, duh nuh nuh duh Duh nuh, duh nuh nuh duh Duh nuh Duh nuh What if I told you I'm homophobic? What if I told you I'm homophobic? And you have zero control over your impulses And you have zero control over your impulses And the genetic flaw in your chromosomes is the culprit And the genetic flaw in your chromosomes is the culprit It's something I can't sugarcoat, it's repulsive It's something I can't sugarcoat, it's repulsive We were homies, since children, I thought it We were homies, since children, I thought it But thought I was buggin', though But thought I was buggin', though 'Cause we'd sit, chill and just talk chicks 'Cause we'd sit, chill and just talk chicks Now how can we be friends still after all this Now how can we be friends still after all this Unless, I can convince you to repent Unless, I can convince you to repent Ask God to forgive you for your sins Ask God to forgive you for your sins And begin healin' your conscience And begin healin' your conscience And rid you of this sick illness that causes it And rid you of this sick illness that causes it Part of me wishes you'd kept this shit, still in the closet Part of me wishes you'd kept this shit, still in the closet I'm white but I'm gettin' mixed feelings like Logic I'm white but I'm gettin' mixed feelings like Logic Yeah, I'm pissed off a little, this is a choice Yeah, I'm pissed off a little, this is a choice We were supposed to be boys We were supposed to be boys You're actin' like this ain't optional You're actin' like this ain't optional What if I said you was weak? What if I said you was weak? 'Cause you don't got the strength 'Cause you don't got the strength To conquer some biological monster that's part of you To conquer some biological monster that's part of you That's responsible for them homosexual thoughts That's responsible for them homosexual thoughts If you don't want a lecture, part If you don't want a lecture, part Like a sofá section or long as you Like a sofá section or long as you Make your decision and stand by it, but I can't be beside it Make your decision and stand by it, but I can't be beside it 'Cause for me, that'd be next to impossible 'Cause for me, that'd be next to impossible Or you learn to control your urges Or you learn to control your urges You say: It's like pullin' teeth and morals are oral surgeons You say: It's like pullin' teeth and morals are oral surgeons But how would you even know anyways if you're a virgin But how would you even know anyways if you're a virgin Why can't you be a normal person? Why can't you be a normal person? What if I tried steerin' you towards a girlfriend? What if I tried steerin' you towards a girlfriend? Wouldn't work, would it? You seem pretty surefooted Wouldn't work, would it? You seem pretty surefooted I'm sure good at judgin', but I have no right I'm sure good at judgin', but I have no right I know goodbyes seems cold, right? I know goodbyes seems cold, right? Not even a flicker of hope like a strobe light Not even a flicker of hope like a strobe light As I leave and I swear I stayed up that whole night As I leave and I swear I stayed up that whole night And no, I didn't know you would go right home and go take your own life And no, I didn't know you would go right home and go take your own life I ain't mean for that shit to happen, I said I won't cry I ain't mean for that shit to happen, I said I won't cry I let the best friend that I've ever known die I let the best friend that I've ever known die Alone, was gonna tell you the next day Alone, was gonna tell you the next day I'm so sorry, I'm fightin' my own demons, I won't lie I'm so sorry, I'm fightin' my own demons, I won't lie They won't leave me alone, eatin' at my soul, this whole time They won't leave me alone, eatin' at my soul, this whole time I've been tortured, imprisoned in my own mind I've been tortured, imprisoned in my own mind A born again Christian but Lord if you're listenin' A born again Christian but Lord if you're listenin' We might be headed for a collision We might be headed for a collision 'Cause when I told my boy I couldn't support his decision 'Cause when I told my boy I couldn't support his decision I was tryna make it seem like a choice, when it isn't I was tryna make it seem like a choice, when it isn't Can't be cured with a prayer to Saint Jude Can't be cured with a prayer to Saint Jude What If I told you my wish never came true? What If I told you my wish never came true? What if I'm a hypocrite who is afraid to just face truth? Wait What if I'm a hypocrite who is afraid to just face truth? Wait What if I told you I'm gay too? What if I told you I'm gay too? Duh nuh, duh nuh nuh duh Duh nuh, duh nuh nuh duh Duh nuh, duh nuh nuh duh Duh nuh, duh nuh nuh duh Duh nuh, duh nuh nuh duh Duh nuh, duh nuh nuh duh Duh nuh Duh nuh Duh nuh, duh nuh nuh duh Duh nuh, duh nuh nuh duh Duh nuh, duh nuh nuh duh Duh nuh, duh nuh nuh duh Duh nuh, duh nuh nuh duh Duh nuh, duh nuh nuh duh Duh nuh Duh nuh