It's everlasting and I can never win

How can I explain
The unexplainable
I'm screaming out loud
My words are inaudible

Something is clearly wrong in my system
It feels like a big cataclysm
I stare at my own re-reflec-flection
But you cannot see this infection

It's all collapsing
Feels like an endless downward spiral
It's all collapsing
Consuming me from the inside out
It's everlasting
It's everlasting
I can never win
It's all collapsing now

Feeling worthless
Can't find my purpose
Can't see no future
There's only fire

It must be my broken DNA-code
Because this brain is about to implode
It's easy to become suicidal
When living is nothing but brutal

It's all collapsing
Feels like an endless downward spiral
It's all collapsing
Consuming me from the inside out
It's everlasting
It's everlasting
I can never win
It's all collapsing now

" I stare at my own reflection
I know it's invisible to you
But this is real
This infection "

It's all collapsing
Feels like an endless downward spiral (downward spiral)
It's all collapsing
Consuming me from the inside out (from the inside out)
It's everlasting
It's everlasting
I can never win
It's all collapsing now