I waited outside your door
Hoping that you'd show some face
When you did not come around
I went home and drank the day away
I don't really have the time
Play these little fucking games
Told ya that I loved ya so
Clearly you did not feel the same way

You call me on the phone
Tell me that your alone
Don't leave me by myself
I need you now I can't say that
Feel free to break my bones
They're made of alcohol
I feel the weight of it
Beside myself because I care

I wait up every night
Biting my fingernails
Praying that you'll come round
I guess you didn't care no
I feel the weight of it
And I feel the weight if it
I feel the weight of it
Beside myself because I care

Don't call me on the phone
Don't tell me you're alone
Don't leave me by myself
I need you now I can't say that
Don't tell me this is it
Pretend like you just quit

I truly hate myself
Please kill me now this is over
I feel the weight of it
And I feel the weight of it
Ya I feel the weight of it
Beside myself because I care