Put me out of my misery

Disconnected from the world again
And no, the Sun don't shine in the place I've been
So why you keep acting like I don't exist?
Yeah, feel like I'm ready to die, but I can't commit

So I ask myself, when will I learn?
I set myself on fire to feel the burn
I'm scared that I'm never gonna be repaired

Put me out of my misery
My mind feels like an arch enemy
Can't look me in the eyes
I don't know what hurts the most
Holding on or letting go
Reliving my memories
And they're killing me one by one

Sabotage myself again
Got a brain like a hurricane
Me and that bitch, no, we can't be friends
And I don't even care, no
I was thinking to a dark place (I love)
Evil twin under the staircase (oh my God)
Think I'm looking at it all night
I'm alone, I'm alone, I'm alone, I'm alone

Terrified (terrified), I'm mad (but I'm numb)
Annihilation never looked so good, shut up
Hush your mouth, you talk too much

Put me out of my misery
My mind feels like an arch enemy
Can't look me in the eyes
I don't know what hurts the most
Holding on or letting go
Reliving my memories
And they're killing me one by one

And I'm staring into the void again
No one knows what a mess I'm in
The voices in my head say I'm just being paranoid
But it's bad for my health
How much I hate myself, I suffocate
The way it pulls me under now

Put me out of my misery
My mind feels like an arch enemy
Can't look me in the eyes
I don't know what hurts the most
Holding on or letting go
Reliving my memories
And they're killing me one by one

Yeah, it's killing me one by one
And they're killing me one by one