I don’t like to let myselfGet closer than what you just feltIt never really ends that wellAnd I’m sick of carrying that guiltPromise I don’t want your helpI’m doing just fine by myselfYou should look somewhere elseCause I’m stuck inside my own hellAnd I can feel pain the moment that I wake up andIm the worst of luck to anyone that I let inI hate that Im wastingEvery single better momentAnd I hate that I’m faced withLosing everyone I’m closest toAnd I know that could mean youNever wanted you to see thatBut I went and wastedEvery single better momentWith youI’m sick of always fighting itAnd I fall asleep with that regretFeel it underneath my skinI accept that i get what I getMade it so damn hard just to let you inTold myself I never would againIve been driving city lines away from my regretAnd you could never understand itI hate that Im wastingEvery single better momentAnd I hate that I’m faced withLosing everyone I’m closest toAnd I know that could mean youNever wanted you to see thatBut I went and wastedEvery single better momentI’m fadedFrustratedSpinning in my bed, staring up at the ceilingI hate that Im wastingEvery single better momentAnd I hate that I’m faced withLosing everyone I’m closest toAnd I know that could mean youNever wanted you to see thatBut I went and wastedEvery single better moment