Repressed thoughts within
Bloodlust buried deep
Savage taboo compulsion
Building rapidly
Lovingly sharpening my knife
As it sings to me
Entering the dark night
Steered subconsciously
Avoiding the street lights
High emotionally
Suddenly my pulse quickens
As I see my prey
A homeless bum drunk and passed out
Beckoning to me
Put my knife deep between his ribs
Blood leaks out all over my shoe
Air escapes, I can smell shit
I observe his mouth leaking puke
I urinate onto the corpse
Suddenly my mind awakens
What a relief this has been
Living out my suppressed fantasies
The healing complete
Emotionally
Tension now relieved
Stinking dero meat
Beneficial savagery, causing catharsis
A therapeutic process