Watching, waiting for a sign from something else
To let me know that I'm not by myself
Turning points and lonliness abound
I'm better off not having you around

I'm far too blind to see
The things you've done to me
This time I've no regard
Time to put up my guard

Looking back on better days
Keep finding pieces of myself in yesterday
Looking for another way
To break apart the sea of mediocrity
Don't hold me down, keep me locked up from the things I long for
It's time you know
I'm holding back now
Even though I don't know how
I ever let you go

Bleeding, forming scars in vain
I'm finding no shelter from the never-ending rain
I'm finding I don't know you, I don't know you
But I... I'll pay you back in kind

The shit has hit the fan
Realize I'm not your man
This time I've no regard
Time to put up your guard

Looking back on better days
Keep finding pieces of myself in yesterday
Looking for another way
To break apart the sea of mediocrity
So hold me down, not any lock will keep me from the things I long for
It's time you know
I'm holding back now
Although I don't know how
I ever let you go