Sometimes when i wake up
I start to think
This can't be true
And i'm not together
So i block out all the days that don't matter
And i raise my head forget about what i did
And try not to think too hard
Sometimes i get so happy
I hear things in my head that were never said
I just sit alone for a while
And start talking to myself,
I think it's getting a little out of hand
Try not to think too hard
I hang on to the words thinking
I blew it with nothing left to lose
Sometimes when i think about it
It just doesn't seem fair
Still i stay prepared
And i work my way around it
I look deep into myself and think
This is getting a little out of hand
Try not to think too hard
I hang on to the words
Thinking i blew it with nothing left to lose
I play my part it's not so hard
I just stay out of view