It's been 10 years of investment It's been 10 years of investment Tem sido 10 anos de investimentos It's been one foot in and one out It's been one foot in and one out Tem sido um pé dentro e outro fora It's been 4 days of all to shit It's been 4 days of all to shit Tem sido 4 dias decisivos and I feel snuffed out and I feel snuffed out E eu me sinto pronta It's been 33 years of restraining It's been 33 years of restraining Tem sido 33 anos de restrição Of trying to control this tumult Of trying to control this tumult E tentativas de controlar o tumulto How I did invest in such fantasy How I did invest in such fantasy Como eu investi tanto em uma fantasia But my nervous system has worn out But my nervous system has worn out Mas meu sistema nervoso está cansado I feel done, I feel raked over coals I feel done, I feel raked over coals Eu me sinto acabada, eu me sinto cinzas de carvão and all that remains is the case and all that remains is the case E tudo que restou no caso That it's a bitch to grow up That it's a bitch to grow up É que é um saco crescer I've repeated this dance at nauseum I've repeated this dance at nauseum Eu tenho repetido esta dança nauseante There's still something to learn that I've not There's still something to learn that I've not Ainda há alguma coisa para aprender que eu não aprendi I'm told to see this as divine perfection I'm told to see this as divine perfection Eu quero ver isto como uma perfeição divina But my bones don't feel this perfection But my bones don't feel this perfection Mas minha estrutura não sente esta perfeição I feel done, I feel raked over coals I feel done, I feel raked over coals Eu me sinto acabada, eu me sinto cinzas de carvão and all that remains is the case and all that remains is the case E tudo que restou no caso That it's a bitch to grow up That it's a bitch to grow up É que é um saco crescer I've spent life hovering above bottom I've spent life hovering above bottom Eu gastei a vida girando no meu interior Thinking I can't survive what's below Thinking I can't survive what's below Pensando que eu não posso sobreviver ao que está abaixo But I've known through the kicking and screaming But I've known through the kicking and screaming Mas eu sei que através de chutes e gritos That there was no other direction to go That there was no other direction to go Que houve nenhuma outra direção a seguir I feel done, I feel raked over coals I feel done, I feel raked over coals Eu me sinto acabada, eu me sinto cinzas de carvão and all that remains is the case and all that remains is the case E tudo que restou no caso That it's a bitch to grow up That it's a bitch to grow up É que é um saco crescer