Dear mathew i like you a lot
I realize you're in a relasionship with someone right now
And i respect that
I'd like you to know that if you're ever single in the future
And you want to come visit me in california where i could be
Over the spinning time with you and finding out how old you were

When you wrote your first song

Dear jonathan i want you too much
I used to be a track to devise who would lie to me
And thinks only about themselves
And you were plenty selfdistructive for my taste of times
I used to say the more tragic the better
The truth is whenever i think of the early ninetees
You're face comes up with a vandence like it was yesterday

Dear taris i love you much see
You've been nothing but openharted and emotionally available
And supportive and nurturing and ...... there for me
I've been trying to push you away i remember how beautiful it
Was
To fall asleep on your couch and cry in front of you for the
First time
You were the best platform to jump from beyond myself
Wat was wrong with me?

Dear marcus you rock my world
You had a careless manic way about you with the women
And you got me seriously thinking about spirituality
And you would let me get away with kicking my own ass
But i could never really feel relaxed and looked all for around
You go
And that stoped us from getting any furthur than we did
And that's kind of too bad 'cause we could have much more fun

Dear lou we learned so much
I realize we won't be able to talk for some time
And i understand that as i do you the longest instill was the
Hardest
And we did as well as we could
We were together in a very tumultuous time in our lives
I will always have your back and be curious about you
About your career you were about